tonight is my night off, but it’s not nearly enough time to recover from working with such negative, racist, hypocritical shitbags. it’s base inspection time and we’re in the homestretch. everyone’s on edge and everyone’s fucking up somewhere. eye don’t remember how many times I’ve been briefed!! and when I say racist, I mean they (regardless of rank) will distinguish between black and white music in normal conversation.

this one day isn’t going to be enough to recharge; it’s going to be a day for chores. if I’m lucky I’ll get the boyfriend’s truck and get me a professional massage from the spa. let that soak out the back pain before I go and work out.